4/26/2006 12:21:00 AM
it's cold now;
our memories:
that nine days in china.
e rehearsals before that.
sharing the same locker.
waiting for him after school.
going home together.
studying together.
taking care of him that one time when he's having fever.
huang cheng ye yun.
hwa chong voices.
all the movies we've watched.
going out to eat to celebrate our monthly "anniversaries".
going to the zoo.
mardi gras.
kboxing.
all the presents he gave me.
that one time when he got angry with me.
the times when everything is ok and juz feels so sweet...
our anniversary.
tml's our 17th month "anniversary".
hmmp!!!
who needs courting when you've the future?
p.s. save time on being shy and making e guy court you when you like him lah...
4/22/2006 10:43:00 PM
it's cold now;
MARDI GRAS.
ponned extra lessons on thursday to go home and do housework.
(mr tay cancelled cl lit, physics is internet lesson, chinese is optional.)
helped to mop the stupid floor and did some kitchen work.
den bathed and prepared to go out liaoz.
i was wondering if i should put on lip gloss when meiie called to tell me that she dunno wat to wear.
so i lent her my heels.
and she had to choose e pair that i'm wearing. ;'(
went with qien to tjc.
initially thought that we'll meet his classmates at central.
but they haven't finish.
anyway, maybe it's due to e long bus ride,
i felt like vomiting when we got off.
so we went to buy orange juice.
felt better.
so we rushed to tj to save meiie from e long wait.
den we met elvin opp tjc.
later den saw dad.
den robin.
den huimin, fenglin, yawen and another gal...
forgot le. *sorrie!!!!*
den we went to look for dihui and darren.
lol.
i told dihui that robin sent me e video of him slapping qien,
and he chased robin round and round.
haha.
anyway, qien bought a packet of lightsticks.
i took e blue and purple one,
he took e red and yellow one.
HE V BAD LOR!!!
ask me to go learn how to tie a tie.
den in future can help him.
wait long long.
actually i noe how to tie de... O:P
but juz act blur.
lol.
HOW CAN A GIRL NOT NOE HOW TO TIE A TIE FOR HER HUBBY?!
i may be stupid, but there's definitely someone else who's even more stupid than i am. lol.
we went around e sch to look at e stalls.
he bought two wristbands for himself.
went to Lt1 to see e teachers perform.
that was when i suddenly felt out of place.
had that feeling that i shouldn't be here.
felt odd.
that's his new sch. his current sch.
but nth to do with me.
a bit emotional at that time.
so we met up with meiie and walked together instead.
went to auditorium to watch magic tricks.
rather boring though.
den here comes e finale.
guess wat.
i asked him to go look for his classmates.
i ACTUALLY asked him to go look for them.
against my own wish.
wat's wrong with me?!
sometimes i really dun understand myself.
i wanted him for myself, yet i always managed to push him away.
den later on become so sad and depressed and blah blah blah.
also wanted to go de...
but i noe i can't. definitely can't.
so end up go home and sleep lor...
and he reached home at 3am.
4/17/2006 12:13:00 AM
it's cold now;
today had 2.4km run.
v bad timing.
shall not reveal.
wanted to cry lor.
but decided not to.
i want to be e independent feminist in front of my friends, unlike my classmate who cried.
but deep down,
i realli realli was feeling damn sad.
that's why i asked him out today.
even though i noe that he has to get home early.
luckily, he agreed to accompany me.
went to kfc.
we talked abt mardi gras,
e carnival sort of thing in tjc tis coming thurs.
hopefully i can go ba.
though in e initial round of discussion, my mother didn't allow.
expected.
they always can come up with a load of rubbish excuses.
ok, not rubbish excuses.
valid reasons.
4/10/2006 10:56:00 PM
it's cold now;
pls do not ask me why did i move to a new blog.
becoz of two "red flightless birds" bros,
i created two blogs and abandoned e old one.
which was created by myself as a bdae gift for myself on my 14th bdae.
significant eh?
however,
i chose a stupid insignificant day to create tis blog.
and at one go,
i had to deal with three blogs.
tis kinda shows how powerful love can be.
can make me give up something sentimental.
O;'(
but then again,
旧的不去,新的不来嘛!!!
so now, i shall start using it.
haiz...
still figuring out how to add music to e blog.
anyone can teach me?!?!
4/09/2006 12:15:00 AM
it's cold now;