Sunday, August 20, 2006
当我看见左肩破损的战衣
盔甲後你表情带著笑意想要对我说
外来的袭击即将离公主远去
那些令人刺耳的声音我不听
我不听
偏偏我又容易受影响容易伤心
没有用
微笑的表面不停骗自己
他们的语气好笑的攻击自卑的心理
四年来带著各种面具想让你我孤立
莫名其妙那些话语
莫名其妙那些话语
如同沙子掉进眼里不用哭泣
莫名其妙那些话语
莫名其妙那些话语
不如下档电影值得注意
我不要王子苦苦守候的故事
梦幻不实我不希望你是王子
因为瑰影童话结局为战而死
故事开端结局会因你而真实
像骑士的忠贞
不畏惧邪恶的眼神
这过程一直放在我心底
就像挡在你胸前的盔甲
保护著我让我心疼
骑士们发挥出你们的精神
就这样强悍的骑士撑到最後
骄傲的公主的要回家
整装再出发.
today's huimin's bdae.
last wk's fenglin's bdae.
happy bdae!!!!
hmmm...
friday went marina with elvin, clarence, huiting, huimin, darren and qien.
yawen, fenglin, dihui and robin supposed to go also de.
dihui got lots to do.
robin got delta meeting.
yawen and fenglin got tuition.
so, me and huiting went shopping for e presents first.
den took mrt to meet everyone.
darren was there first.
den elvin.
den me and huiting.
lols.
darren called huiting four times.
den huimin and qien.
cos they got pdp.
den lastly...
CLARE CLARE!!!
e minute i saw him,
i laughed.
and laughed.
and laughed.
uncontrollably.
well, you can't blame me.
anyway,
so we reached dragon village at 8.
*continued on 22 august*
and me and qien actually wanted to go home at 2030.
hah.
so we quickly went to get our food and started cooking.
initially we cooked e meat together,
but becoz of a slight disagreement and the urgency to go home asap,
he cooked and i fed.
the two of us.
lol.
so you can imagine him standing and cooking,
while i sit down beside him and feed him.
anyway,
at nine plus my dad called.
so we sped things up.
to make ourselves more full, we ate the buns and fried rice and potato wedges there.
by 2140, we've already left e place to flag a cab.
and successfully got into one by 2150.
was too tired, so i rested my head on his lap.
dun think too much, cos he placed his bag on his lap. O:D
and of course, soon i fell asleep.
only to wake up at 2220+, when we reached home.
my home in yishun.
so he accompanied me home and after taking a bath, i fell asleep.
thks for sending me home.
and i muz say that it's a v enjoyable outing.
the atmosphere is juz right.
two gd news:
CONGRATS TO MEIIE FOR GETTING INTO E PROGRAMME!!!
(as usual, pls ask her should you would like to find out more.)
things between my friends are improving!!!
wanted to tell qien tis de...
but juz now forgot to tell him.
and now he went to bed le.
he would be v happy to noe abt it.
wouldn't you?
and happy bdae to my father!!!
talked to qien abt our sch now.
e council, teachers, etc.
reminiscing the past.
me and him.
i guess anderson is something that got us together.
a VERY common topic, though different views on it.
"where is your sense of loyalty?", he asked me today.
though it's meant for a different sch,
but i thought that it would be a gd qns for me, regarding tis sch.
actually, though i act nonchalant abt tis sch,
i think i'll still miss the sch v much.
afterall, i grew up in tis sch.
i spent 7 years with the name "anderson".
no matter whether it's the primary sch, or sec sch.
though i always criticize the sch and pon sch on days when we celebrate,
i still love walking on the stairs and the slopes.
and though the canteen seriously need some renovations,
i still like the times i spent there with my friends.
i've never regretted going to tis stupid sch.
but i do regret making the wrong choices in some areas of my sch life.
let me tell you the best decision i've ever made in my sec sch:
going to china.
if not for china,
i wouldn't have made such a gd friend out of meiie and dad.
i wouldn't have loved china TIS MUCH.
i wouldn't have the most beautiful memories ever since sec sch.
and,
i wouldn't have knew you.
you'd probably juz be known as that vp who was rattling some nonsense during some presidential speech, and graduated before me.
to everyone:
foreign countries is a nice venue to start a relationship.
random thought of the day:
20 mins more to our 21st mth together!!!!
love ya loads!!!
o;D
8/20/2006 11:01:00 PM
it's cold now;
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
i couldn't understand.
i can't understand ppl now.
i used to be able to connect with a person well, and communicate.
but now,
i can't.
we always misinterpret.
i was a good listener.
with gd suggestions.
now?
no.
i can't handle them.
i can't help ann.
i can't help eunice.
i can't help meiie.
i can't help qien.
wat's wrong with me?
i can't make them happy.
i am so vulnerable to helplessness now.
i feel like i'm redundant to them.
they dun have to need me anymore.
8/08/2006 11:21:00 AM
it's cold now;
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
my chem results...
I COULD'VE GOTTEN AN A2!!!
if not for my stupid chem prac.
stupid stupid stupid.
couldn't finish lah...
dumb dumb dumb.
maths...
b4.
didn't drop, but didn't improve also.
I NOE, MEIIE AND QIEN,
I WILL IMPROVE.
CONGRATS TO MEIIE FOR GETTING WAT SHE WANTED!!!!
shall not type it out here,
cos i dunno whether you're comfortable with me spreading the gd news.
nevertheless,
I'M PROUD OF YOU DEARIE!!!
i apologize for not being able to share your happiness with you yest,
when you called me and when you're online.
cos i was having a stupid headache after clashing with abel during PE,
resulting in me slipping and knocking my head against the cold, hard and ULTRA DIRTY parade ground.
as for when i'm online,
bryan took over e com and closed the window.
enough said.
you noe how he is with computers.
a mere 4 year old brat.
oh,
and regarding that ex-classmate of mine.
want to noe the ending of the story?
she was together with the guy for 4mths,
she mourned for 4mths,
and now she found a new one.
a she, btw.
YES, so it's a SHE-SHE combination.
interesting, ain't it?
as for whether the new one is a life-saving buoy,
you may decide for yourself.
had a deep discussion with qien last night.
regarding us.
though i agreed to forget abt it and look forward,
can't help being less confident in us.
it's like, we've wasted 20 months.
together,
yet we didn't understand each other.
i noe wat you like,
you should noe wat i like,
but yah.
it doesn't equate to understanding you well.
does it?
v sorry abt it.
sorry, sorry, sorry.
信心大跌。
注意:急需定心丸。
looking on the bright side,
at least we talked yest,
after 20 MONTHS,
and not 20 YEARS.
"最可怕老公我会怕怕."---S.H.E, 《落大雨》
8/02/2006 03:35:00 PM
it's cold now;