Tuesday, September 30, 2008
i feel so sorry.
so sorry to qien
so sorry to sebast
so sorry to weisiong
是我的错
是我心疼
是我心痒
是我心急
好想醉
不能醉
酒不够
不太浓
太多心事烦恼
不能就在嘴中化开
只剩下
酒暖肚
冷了雾
又是
看不清楚
染红白花
朦胧才能让心情
升华
9/30/2008 11:49:00 PM
it's cold now;
Friday, September 26, 2008
well, prelims are OBVIOUSLY over.
and it's kinda OBVIOUS that i didn't get brilliant results or improved.
bloody hell i conked up my chinese essay.
and my maths paper is such a disastrous one.
chem was definitely wat i deserved, since watever i didn't study came out.
i did hope that i could do better for physics.
i dun dare to see my gp paper or cll paper 2.
passing everything is not my target anymore.
argh.
muz mug even more hiong den ever.
bryan had high fever e past few days.
so, nice me HAD to stay at home to look after him.
i swear, my patience was running out yest.
i nearly cried when my aunt told me it's better to stay at home to look after him.
why?
maybe i wanna make up for my disgusting results
maybe i miss everyone in sch
maybe i wanna get out of home
maybe... i just wanna continue mugging.
nevertheless, i'm in the hub now.
damn tired.
and seriously lagging behind my revision schedule.
hope that huimin is feeling better day by day.
hope that dihui will recover soon and stop getting sick.
hope that verena will get used to life at Queen's Mary and the climate and all.
hope that darren will feel happier and move on.
hope that bear will get well soon.
hope that sylvia will just, not worry and be HAPPY!!!!
hope that bryan will fully recover and stop giving everyone trouble.
hope that ben will do well for his n's.
hope that qien will be able to cope with his gradually hectic life.
hope that i will do well enough for my a's to go overseas to study.
9/26/2008 08:50:00 AM
it's cold now;
me.
angeline.tan.
9.feb.
aps.ANDss.tjc.
aquarius.
likes.
sleeping.
travelling.
winter.
freedom.
chinese.
blue.white.yellow.black.
tulips.daisies.roses.gerberas.
cold weathers.
slacking in lep room.
my.family.
qi.en.
dislikes.
irritating ppl.
pressure.
spiders.
forgot.le.
my utter lack of freedom which causes irritation to ppl and me
becoz their sian-ness and facial expression does e following:
1.makes me feel indignant cos i've tried my best to stwp out of e house
2. makes me feel guilty cos i dashed their hopes
3. makes me feel frustrated cos i dunno their thoughts
3.makes me regret trying to go out at all cos it makes everyone feel miserable
seriously, ppl, stop trying to ask me out.
wishes.
go to china. esp manchuria, tibet, chengdu, mongolia, yunnan.
study chinese culture and history.
go for winter LONG holiday.
finish HongLouMeng and ChaJing.
lose that lump of fats on my tummy.
go for a facial.
eat choc fondue.
go for a manicure AND/OR pedicure.
pass driving before 20.
remember our promise 4 years ago, 6 years later.
25岁的约定。你对我的约定。
shOppiNG liST.
HAHA CRABS. j8. $80++.
white toga dress. DANIEL YEN. $103.95.
strappy heels. any label.
a pair of sneakers.
molten volleyball. eastpoint. $30++
small metallic lavender/grey handbag. BEGA, AMK hub. $19.
eyeshadows.
anklets.
new specs.
metallic coloured large tote bag. BEGA, AMK hub. $45++.
clutch.
"travel" organizer, artbox, $21.90
hana kimi and romantic princess dvd.
OP pleated skort, $40++.
orange pumps.
more clothes.
zinc large backpack. for chalet and travelling. $45++.
TWILIGHT SAGA (books). $68++.
TWILIGHT DVD. unavailable.
tHIngs i WiSH tO Do afT A'S!!!
learn spanish.
learn driving.
finish my cross stitch.
go shopping.
organize my drawers.
just spend time with my friends and go out with qien.