Saturday, August 30, 2008
revisited ANDss again with wanyi.
saw the teachers i wanted to see
went where i wanted to stand upon again
found the locker which i used.
how familiar...
i've always had the habit of using a locker in sec sch,
even if it means sharing with another person.
i dun mind.
it feels like living with your good friend.
must've developed that habit since primary 5.
the school is changing.
tracing the path with wanyi was a heartwarming experience.
my sec one classroom, sec two, four...
me and shimin's strategic seats...
the classroom windows which were my entrance to the classrooms...
the ecogarden which house-d a family of cats...
the chicken rice which we missed so much and would always buy together during recess...
not to forget the fruit drink stall...
i love apple-orange. but only from that stall.
that was when i realised that there seems to be something missing.
the volleyball court on which my memories of the girls' team were formed is being replaced by a sprouting sports complex.
the staircase of the D&T block, which was our haven after a strenuous period of training, doesn't look the same anymore.
and...
there's nth left of the memories between me and qien.
becoz wat was our memory, has been demolished. though long ago.
i can still remember the stretch of lockers
the numerous aircon classrooms which the upper sec enjoyed
the chinese lit classroom... which was just opp his classroom.
and the classroom where we had that first pre-chengdu meeting with the teachers.
during which i sat opp you. and that was the first time i really took a good look at you.
but it was just a look.
the prelude to the prelude of my present life.
the backgate leading to the food centre where we would have lunch often together
and the way to the bus stop where you would never fail to wait for 265 with me, to send me home faithfully.
the temp classrooms belonged to the period where love was blossoming, where it was the "honeymoon" period, our first valentine exchange of presents, where i received my first bouquet of flowers from a person, where 3/2 was formed...
i've never felt so much love for ANDss before.
so much that i tear as the reminiscing goes on.
let me go back to anderson....
qien, bring me back there... ...
8/30/2008 03:59:00 AM
it's cold now;
Friday, August 29, 2008
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WANNA DO AFTER MY A'S
I MADE A LIST OF THEM
A'S COME QUICKLY!!!!!
8/29/2008 12:55:00 AM
it's cold now;
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
sometimes you just fail in life.
well, i just failed again.
but who cares?
it's juz another 2 mths to a's,
so it's kinda obvious wat's priority.
and seriously,
wat's e probability of sticking together after graduation?
就让它好聚好散吧。
thank you for pointing out that i'm naive though.
i certainly realised e flaw in my definition of "friend".
how foolish of me.
little wonder i fail gp like nobody's business.
but seriously, can you explain to me wat did i do wrong?
i really dun understand everything else, apart from the childish act.
perhaps it's my negligence too.
spent too much time on 2406 to solidify any friendships in 23.
nevertheless, i'm glad i still have bear, at least.
and happy to confirm that e friends i have in 24 are real great and are close to me.
(interrupt: really sorry to qien that i've to burden you with ben's work and my family's insistence on you giving tuition so frequently. haiz. mei lian jian ni le. and i dunno how i can help.)
good luck studying
have fun
let me leave tj in peace.
*currently revising all other relations with those i seemingly are friends with*
*how many of them come from 23?*
*but of course, it's my fault. delivered, accepted, signed. O:D*
8/26/2008 11:33:00 PM
it's cold now;