5/31/2007 06:24:00 PM
it's cold now;
for once,
you noe wat i want to do?
juz stay at home and accompany my grandma.
i think it's just my turn to have the sudden urge to escape from reality.
seriously.
many a times,
i dream, and imagined
if i would be happy if i lived in solitude.
no friends, no burdens, no school, no boundaries, no one else.
just ME, MYSELF, I.
sure, i'll feel lonely, i'll feel bored.
no one to share my thoughts with.
no one to tell my nightmares to.
no more joking around.
so wat?
i dun have to bother abt other ppl's feelings.
cos there wouldn't be any.
i dun even have to care abt not using the f word in order to maintain my image.
wateva.
who cares if i use e f word?
i dun see how ppl would be shocked to see angeline tan use the f word as regularly as robin hu does.
i want to break free.
calypso was confined to tia's body by her lover.
when can calypso finally be released...?
she was released when she betrayed her lover, and her lover betrayed her.
wat abt me...?
do i really wish to be released?
if i'm released, would i be happier?
after adapting to a new kind of life for 2 and a half years,
do i really want a change?
if i change...
going to tj will really be a torture to me.
i wouldn't even want to go downstairs when i'm in yishun.
i wouldn't want to walk in the pasar malam.
i'll turn my eyes away if i see anyone in red or a man utd jersey.
i might even close down tis blog.
my bed would have a lot more space,
cos i'll get rid of a lot of soft toys.
but really, getting rid of one certain big dog on my bed is enough.
i could put at least three other soft toys.
wat defines a perfect couple?
i've laughed,
i've cried,
i've worried,
i've angered,
i've dreamt,
i've worked hard,
i've tolerated,
i've loved,
i've cared,
just to come to 2 1/2 years of relationship.
wow.
haiz.
i dunno if i'm in any position to say tis.
love really gives you all the joy in the world.
but it also takes away a good damn lot of your patience.
ppl become younger with love,
they also age rapidly with love.
wat abt me?
AH WATEVA.
I'M SUPPOSED TO STUDY FOR JCT.
AT TIS RATE,
I'M GOING TO FAIL EVERY SINGLE TEST
AND A WHOLE LOT OF PPL ARE GOING TO GO AFTER ME AGAIN
JUST TO MAKE SURE I STUDY DURING MY EVERY SINGLE WAKING MOMENT.
5/30/2007 02:19:00 PM
it's cold now;
not going to CO concert today.
latest procrastination:
get a life and stop being a plaster.
5/19/2007 06:03:00 PM
it's cold now;
it's been a long time since i blogged.
yeah, i noe, i v lazy rite?
i think no one comes here anymore.
lol.
loaded with lots of hw now.
due to e vb matches earlier on,
we missed lots of lecture.
wat e hell.
haha.
ponning classes was fun,
esp if it's classes that i hate.
for example, PW and GP.
and classes which i owe e STs hw.
lol.
BUT THEN...
lately something V STRANGE happened to me.
i actually dun feel like missing classes!!!!
OMG!!!!
tis is one great phenomenon that even i, myself, can't explain.
wat e.
god, i'm turning into a mugger.
shit diao le lah.
crazy crazy....
topics i can't do:
-alkenes
-alkanes
-redox
-chem bonding
-graphs
-implicit
-thermal physics
-kinematics
-forces
-dynamics
-energy, work. power
and the list goes on.
qien got FULL MARKS for his maths test AGAIN.
wah liaoz.
dunno wat's his brain made of.
if only i can have a bit of his brain,
my maths grade wouldn't be so depressing.
so far, the ONLY test i've passed is CHINESE LIT.
e others...
fail fail fail.
...
i think my jct's gone case.
die le.
but at least,
I FIGURED OUT BENZENE TODAY!!!
AND PHENOLS!!!!
so happy and proud of myself.
haha.
v excited abt upcoming lep camp.
tis friday going with you er and jiahaur to buy stuff.
i'm not v excited abt e "buying the stuff" part,
becoz that's not e main point.
the main point is,
QIEN'S GOING AS A FACILITATOR!!!
AND....
OUR DEAR DAUGHTER EUNICE SEE IS GOING TOO!!!!
HAHA....
MISS EUNICE SOOOOOO MUCCHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
HAHA....
FOR A MOMENT QIEN IS OVERTAKEN BY OUR DAUGHTER.
lol.
DAD'S GOING TOO!!!!
THAT'S SOMETHING NOT TO BE MISSED.
DEFINITELY.
too high le.
haha.
the best thing is,
ALL OF US GETS TO STAY TOGETHER IN NTU FOR 3 NITES!!!!
LOL...
TALK ABT E THINGS WE CAN DO.
i'm bunking with angelina.
lol.
and desireen's sharing a room with khia peng.
haha.
shall intro eunice to them.
today a lot of ppl missed sch.
7 were not here.
1 in sick bay.
during physics SPA, raymond turned up.
wat e.
damn pro lah.
i think my physics spa is not bad.
hope to get....
level 7?
haha...
is that too high?
i hope not.
in conclusion,
"tis' e season to get mc, lalalalalalalalala...."
lol.
5/15/2007 10:43:00 PM
it's cold now;
for updates,
pls go to qien's blog.
found under e links.
too lazy to blog today.
since i updated his.
CHEM BONDING TEST!!!!!
5/03/2007 02:50:00 AM
it's cold now;